This one is my most recient, it wa with Robbie, I said some things that I know I feel, but I know I'm never going to be over, because every relationship I've had, won't go away.
BuddyHollygreasr (5:02:01 PM): hey
Spiffykitty666 (5:02:06 PM): hewwo =)
BuddyHollygreasr (5:02:33 PM): what in the hell are you up too
Spiffykitty666 (5:02:50 PM): making a new website and having fun wth HTML
BuddyHollygreasr (5:04:23 PM): god i just laugh at people like you
Spiffykitty666 (5:04:38 PM): why?
BuddyHollygreasr (5:05:13 PM): you think you know so much about computers and how to get around them but you don't know crap just the basics
Spiffykitty666 (5:05:31 PM): I never said i knew alot, I just said i was having fun with html
BuddyHollygreasr (5:06:14 PM): ok
Spiffykitty666 (5:06:27 PM): so your laughing at me, is meaningless
BuddyHollygreasr (5:06:46 PM): no there is a meaning behind it
BuddyHollygreasr (5:07:00 PM): it is dumb to play with html all the time
Spiffykitty666 (5:07:09 PM): I just got on the computer
Spiffykitty666 (5:07:16 PM): just started because I'm bored
BuddyHollygreasr (5:07:37 PM): damn if you want to have some fun play with batch files and computer fiels those are better to screw with.
Spiffykitty666 (5:07:44 PM): When hav I ever told you before that I was playing around with html
Spiffykitty666 (5:07:54 PM): no, i feel likehtml right now
BuddyHollygreasr (5:08:12 PM): do you even know how to screw with .bat files
Spiffykitty666 (5:08:25 PM): *thinking through files in head*
Spiffykitty666 (5:08:27 PM): uhhhh
Spiffykitty666 (5:08:29 PM): i dunno
Spiffykitty666 (5:08:32 PM): maybe
Spiffykitty666 (5:08:39 PM): depends on what I've done in the past
Spiffykitty666 (5:08:43 PM): most likely not
BuddyHollygreasr (5:09:20 PM): no it is you don't or you do
BuddyHollygreasr (5:09:43 PM): there is no maybe in it
Spiffykitty666 (5:09:51 PM): ugh, there can be
Spiffykitty666 (5:09:58 PM): in my world down in lake forest there is
BuddyHollygreasr (5:10:25 PM): shut up!!!!
BuddyHollygreasr (5:10:38 PM): you really pissed me off this week and all that
Spiffykitty666 (5:10:52 PM): how?
BuddyHollygreasr (5:11:04 PM): your fucking games
Spiffykitty666 (5:11:26 PM): what games?
BuddyHollygreasr (5:11:41 PM): mind games
Spiffykitty666 (5:11:54 PM): I'm not playing anything with you
BuddyHollygreasr (5:12:12 PM): oh i am with trent but i still want you and i want to be with you bullcrap and i have never met him but i think i am in love with him.
Spiffykitty666 (5:12:32 PM): thats not a mindgame, that's the truth, but i want you as a friend
BuddyHollygreasr (5:13:21 PM): you can not fall inlove with someone that you have never met that is a fact.
Spiffykitty666 (5:14:11 PM): it's not
BuddyHollygreasr (5:15:08 PM): and why do you have hitler on your front page
Spiffykitty666 (5:15:24 PM): to piss people off
Spiffykitty666 (5:15:28 PM): it says so underneath
BuddyHollygreasr (5:16:26 PM): up punks down with the wanks
Spiffykitty666 (5:16:56 PM): ugh
Spiffykitty666 (5:17:10 PM): your not fucking punk, so stop with this punk pride shit please
BuddyHollygreasr (5:17:52 PM): You haven't seen me lately so you don't know
Spiffykitty666 (5:18:12 PM): just beacuse you look punk style, doesn't make you punk
BuddyHollygreasr (5:18:46 PM): I am not into the style fuck the style it is all in me that makes it count
Spiffykitty666 (5:19:04 PM): your not punk
BuddyHollygreasr (5:19:17 PM): fuck you cunt
BuddyHollygreasr (5:19:37 PM): ok tell me how i am not punk
Spiffykitty666 (5:19:48 PM): your just trying so hard to be something =( you decided "oh I'm gonna be punka and piss everyone off" well it doesn't work that way
BuddyHollygreasr (5:20:02 PM): and i how are you goth raver whatever the fuck you off
Spiffykitty666 (5:20:30 PM): I am just me, I just happen to fit into many catagories
BuddyHollygreasr (5:21:28 PM): um no i have been listening to punk since i was a freshaman in high school ryan showed me what it was and what it meant and he showed me what it would be like and i liked it even when i was with you i was into it i just never showed it because i was just letting in hide until I got tired of it all
Spiffykitty666 (5:21:58 PM): Oo wow, you were listening to punk Ooo great, so?
BuddyHollygreasr (5:22:17 PM): i just wasn't listening to it
Spiffykitty666 (5:22:45 PM): ryan isn't punk, he's just an asshole. assholes aren't punks either so don't pull that shit on me. the meaning of punk has been distorted since the 90's started
Spiffykitty666 (5:23:30 PM): I don't even get it, ryan doesn't get it, you don't get it. so just for the love of whoever is out there, Don' try to be something your not
BuddyHollygreasr (5:23:53 PM): you amplified all this hate it me telling me lies and all that crap and then bringin me back down to reality while crushing me ontop of all that crap
Spiffykitty666 (5:26:35 PM): back then i didn't know what i was doing, i didn't know the power i had. now I still don't understand everything, but i do understand that a lie has so much power. and i do understand that I should treat people i love, with all that i have inside me, even if they don't treat me the same
BuddyHollygreasr (5:27:27 PM): ryan told me to ask you why can't you fight your own arguments
Spiffykitty666 (5:27:54 PM): I have no need to answer any question of his
Spiffykitty666 (5:28:55 PM): He can be a sweet guy, but he doesn't let himself, and as long as he doesn't let himself and continues to be an asshole, I have no reason to answer anything of his
BuddyHollygreasr (5:29:44 PM): think about it
Spiffykitty666 (5:30:13 PM): I have no arguements of my own to fight
Spiffykitty666 (5:30:47 PM): I have already foght those, and am in the process of fixing them
Spiffykitty666 (5:30:58 PM): fought*
BuddyHollygreasr (5:31:58 PM): OKK
BuddyHollygreasr (5:33:13 PM): i have a question you were talking to trent while you were with me?
Spiffykitty666 (5:33:29 PM): I met him while i was with you
BuddyHollygreasr (5:34:08 PM): and you started to talk to him personal while you were with me
Spiffykitty666 (5:34:37 PM): we talked about all my frustrations and everything that was happening with me, and he was always there =) he never fought he never yelled at me, he listened, and he fixed my problems
Spiffykitty666 (5:35:02 PM): and i would do the same with him
BuddyHollygreasr (5:35:24 PM): um i never yelled at you i never got mad at you i was there to help you with problems.
BuddyHollygreasr (5:35:51 PM): god i don't even know what i got myself into when i started that whole lake forest crap
Spiffykitty666 (5:36:00 PM): but i knew you would start yelling at me
Spiffykitty666 (5:36:09 PM): i knew it, and you did
Spiffykitty666 (5:36:26 PM): you do it now, you get mad at me when I have no intent of being mean to you
Spiffykitty666 (5:37:04 PM): I just try and be nice and sweet, but you always turn the conversation around, and I don't mean for it to happen at all
Spiffykitty666 (5:37:24 PM): I just want to be nice to you
Spiffykitty666 (5:38:02 PM): and give you the sweet treatment you deserve, but you bring all these stupid arguements and madness upon yourself
BuddyHollygreasr (5:38:35 PM): i started yelling at you because i found out about trent and you started all these mind games with me and hurt me really bad and i actually had strong feelings for you and i honestly wanted to be with you for the rest of my life after you got out of school but you decided to fuck things up by playing hey look at me im a slut and i am crazy and i would do anything to get a guy.
Spiffykitty666 (5:39:08 PM): but i don't
BuddyHollygreasr (5:39:17 PM): you couldn't just be with one guy
Spiffykitty666 (5:39:33 PM): I would've
BuddyHollygreasr (5:39:47 PM): no you wouldn't you are not that type
Spiffykitty666 (5:39:56 PM): yeah I am
Spiffykitty666 (5:40:03 PM): I was devoted to you
Spiffykitty666 (5:40:10 PM): you were my life
Spiffykitty666 (5:40:16 PM): even now I can't get you out of my head, your my friend
BuddyHollygreasr (5:40:34 PM): how in the hell were you devoted to me when you were already starting to be with trent
Spiffykitty666 (5:40:58 PM): we weren't going out, we were just realizing some things
Spiffykitty666 (5:41:17 PM): if you just held on to me, I wish that you held on to me, even though i sorta like the relationship with trent better, i feel more for him, because he treat's me like a person not a dg to wait for him
BuddyHollygreasr (5:41:17 PM): so me and you were never a relationship
Spiffykitty666 (5:41:42 PM): When I always told you to come down here, and begged you to come down, it was because I eeded you
BuddyHollygreasr (5:42:12 PM): how in the hell could i have held onto when the day after things got really close you decided to do this crap i don't think this is working out crap
Spiffykitty666 (5:42:38 PM): I begged you to see me for a reason
Spiffykitty666 (5:42:46 PM): I needed you
BuddyHollygreasr (5:44:17 PM): but you never understood what i was coming from when I said I couldn't. Look at my family i've got a dad that i have to watch everything he does so that he doesn't screw up his health anymore, and then i have my mom that has a learning disability and i needed to be there for them too.
Spiffykitty666 (5:44:21 PM): that's why i still beg you to see me
BuddyHollygreasr (5:44:34 PM): why do you need me now you are happy with trent
BuddyHollygreasr (5:45:55 PM): you got what you wanted
Spiffykitty666 (5:45:56 PM): when we talked online after the first time i met you, we became like bestfriends, we still do that, but we argue over the stupid past that you try to put behind you, but never do. I could always use a best friend
BuddyHollygreasr (5:46:30 PM): well i don't really know if i want to even deal with that
Spiffykitty666 (5:48:22 PM): nobody holds me anymore, nobody kisses my forhead and tells me that I'm there baby, nobody holds my hand when I walk with them, nobody kisses my cheek, nobody hold my hands with there cold hands, nobody obsesses over my left boob, nobody visits me, your my friend
Spiffykitty666 (5:49:04 PM): nobodies my robbie
BuddyHollygreasr (5:49:12 PM): you wripped me apart heidi and nothing can take that away and all you do about it is throw it all back at me like it was all my fault and that is fucking bullshit it was you to. you are not some fucking angel that none of the problems is your fault. I thought you were that angel that was sent to me that the one that i would lose and gain everthing from in my lifetime but i guess i was wrong you're not.
BuddyHollygreasr signed off at 5:49:22 PM.
watta ass
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Let us laugh at this picture of Robbie hahaha ok let us stop and continue reading Robbie always starts and continues the fights as you see, then he never lets them go. but maybe I need that, because I just forget things, and never fix problems.
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